How can i control these......?

Dnt worry... Allah is everything, he's the greatest, the eternal...... make dua frm him...... its he who gave ur body and ur soul...... He'll will forgive you... recite quran everyday.... make dua frm him... go to the mosque, pray stay in the mosque, make dua, cry......... dnt worry, Allah will help you... contact me if u have any doubts....